so i was on twitter today and one of the TT was katy perry&plasctic bags. like WTH right?? i took me a total for 5 minutes to figure out that they were refering to the firework.
and that got me thinking "like a plastic bag, drifting through the wind wanting to start again". though it may be a weird use of analogy but i does hold a very true and important meaning to it.
im pretty sure we all felt like starting over again, just getting on a plane a go some place and begin a new life.
but the fact is we cant all do that. and how exactly does starting over ensure you a better life? running away just proves that we are giving up and it would be an easier option to not face whatever dilemma you may be in.
i know its not easy, and it pretty much sucks sometimes.but NOTHING is ever easy in life, no matter where you are. i know i may sound like a hypocrite right, seeing as how i am literally the fastest person to give up.
but i made a pledge to myself that thats all going to change....
you see,i am a person who wants SO much out of life. i want the best of everything,but i major problem, i just refuse to work hard for it. there i said it, im a the laziest piece of shit.
i always asume that its ok for me to fail in school seeing as how people expects me to. everyone seems to be comparing me to my other siblings and asking me, why cant i be more like them?
so i made myself and my mum a promise that i will try my best.
i know its not going to be easy but i have so many amazing people around me to push me.
so as much as it would be an easier option to just give up and accept defeat, im not going to. im going to prove to everyone that i can do it, that i am NOT stupid.
and if somehow i dont manage to do, i will at least know i did my best. that way i wont have any regrets to weigh me down.
so i made my decision to not drift through the wind, but instead i have taken my stand and rooted myself. have you?
