its called BFF for a reason

its only apporiate that i dedicate a post on my blog to my awesome friends, seeing as how they play a HUGE role in my life. And when i say huge i mean huge. i CAN NOT  imagine school if i didnt have every single one of my best friends with me....
i remember once, when i was in form three, my sister asked me,"how in the world are you guys friends?? you are all so so different..." but i would say that being so different from each other is what makes us, well us!
we have the drama queen=anushia. we have the dive=rachael. we have the mafia boss=shaleen. the pimp=thivya. the dreamer=bai. and the bimbo/know-it-all(oxymoronic right??)=ME!
trust me when i say there NEVER is a dull day...but like every friendships there are sure to be problem, and we are not an exception to that rule....
we have had and sure to have our fair share of problems....but somehow we managed to overcome all off that....


i can not begin to tell you how much each one of them mean to me and how much they have help me.....no matter what problems i have, i dont only have i person to turn to, i have FIVE! how LUCKY  am i?? i know that no matter what my problem is they would NEVER judge me....and i would like to hope that i have been there for them as well....

for a certain period of time last year i was in a pretty dark place.....i was depressed. there i said it. and i remember one them telling me" youre here physically, but YOU are not here. i want the old you back" and lets just say i broke down.....when everyone else, even my own family couldnt see that somehting was wrong with, my best friends could.....they each played a part in helping me stand up again.....(ok im getting teary eyed talking about this) i dont think till today do they realize how much they have actually helped me.... just changing class and being surrounded by them was enough to do the trick....but they did more than that, they lend me a shoulder to cry on when i need it the most....

here are the individual tributes in alphabetical order

ANUSHIA- as stated above the drama queen of the group....she has the ability of making even not completing a homework seem like the end of the world....and i am not in any way exaggerating ....but we love her for it...i mean some one has ensure we do our work. she is also my oldest friend... we've been "together" since kindergarten....12 years and counting....no to mention my gossip buddy....who else is going to sit and discuss with me how annoying adriana is or who's hotter, stefan and damon...not to mention how bitchy blair and serena is....(this are all characters in a show incase you didnt know.ps: thats aim to you shaleen :p) in other words she is my other half....and i love her to bits!!

BAI- the newest addition to the group...for a long time we were all so content with being us, and all of a sudden waltz in this girl with a model physique...it not going to lie it threw me off a bit...not because i didnt like her, more of i was afraid she wouldnt like me....but somehow she just manage to fit in so perfectly...she was like the missing piece to the puzzel...i can honestly say that she is truly and in every way possible, one of us!!


RACHIEE- in every way the definition of the word DIVA...this girl can literally work magic when it comes to fashion! i mean she just needs to grab something and its guaranteed to be awesome.... the shortest of the group, but let me tell you, her confidence and personality can out shine anyone anyday! i once told her that she was my own personal jester....just being her can put a smile on your face....i would always i take her for granted i and i truly am sorry for that.... sometimes i tend to lash out on her, but she just takes it and does not retaliate...so im going to take this opportunity to say that i appreciate every thing you have ever done for me....i cherish all our time together and our "friday bonding" times...priceless....

SHALEEN- what to say....well she likes to think she is a gangsta....so we shall indulge and say that she is....she managed to get me to say the F word like its nothing.....so yeah thats all i have to say bout her....
just kidding...now to the serious things, the magnitude on how much this person has been there for me and has helped me is just unmentionable....its SO easy to just spill your guts out to her and you know, not even for a second will she ever judge you...i know she doesnt seem like the type, but boy can she  give hell of an advice...  shaleen i know youre reading this so im going to tell you, i love you and that youre an amazing person. dont for a SECOND doubt that! and if you do, know that ill be there to assure that you are... and please for gods sake, youre beautiful! believe me when i say that....and girl, i know youll do great things with your life..(the reason yours is more personal is because i know youll actually read it :p)

THIVYA- last but not in any way least....where to begin. the friend that invented the name po, and now literally everyone is calling me po! even the teachers!! the level headed one of the group...i mean you need some to keep us in check seeing as how we are all nuts!! i know she will be there for me no matter what when and where...she once told me that i didnt matter if we are miles apart,if i need her she'll be there, all i need to do is pay the plane ticket..haha.... the point is she has the ability of knowing something is wrong and she can somehow make talk...it baffles me sometimes....she is also the one i turn to whenever the rest wont layan me...they say she manja's me too much...but i dont see it at all...lol..

its my final year of high school this year, come next year we are all going on the next chapter of our lifes....who knows who will end up where... we dont know what will happen tomorrow let alone next year or ten years after that...i sincerely hope that we remain as how we are now....but if by some longshot we are nto, then i have AMAZING memories with my bitches that would last me a lifetime, and no one can take away from me, not even time....

so to my awesomely psychotic friends, i love you and that will NEVER change!!!